well howdy everyone lol....

its been a long time since i last came on here..

just popping in to check things and prob wont get back on here in a hurry seeing as there are people on here who happen to hate my guts..
iv tried to sort things out but iv failed time and time again.
so i fear that all there is left to do is leave it in the past and forget about what great friends they were and what a huge pathetic fool i was..
i guess fool is the kindest word i can use... the word should be a hell of a lot worse for what i did which i still regret from this day and probably always will .....

so for now on i wont be on... its easier for all of us if i just disappear...